Ups and downs. Left, right, under.
6 weeks has passed since i last wrote my post. The time so quickly but there are still alot to be done. Targets are not met. Goals seem impossible to reach. All hell could break loose if not kept at bay under tight security. Mentally and emotionally under test and hopefully a feeble result could provide comfort. Wish there were some kind of will-power potion or instant-result wand that could fulfil everything and save the day. But living on this earth is no fairy tale and dragons, hobbits, R2D2 were non-existent imaginary. Pray that persistence, burning desire and courage can bring fore a guiding lamp in the gloomiest journey.
The mind began to wander back…
Only 2 months back, the mind was in a see-saw state. Being indecisive was really terrible. One moment the brain favoured a thing. The other moment, the heart had conquered the brain. If only, cloning bills are legalized and allowed in singapore. Being in two states with no absolute result was a burden and torture. Somehow or rather a choice must be reached. A difficult decision. An emotional roll-coaster. A dagger waiting to strike. The bitter, heart-wrenching pill had to be swallowed. The mind and heart finally came to a consensus and in union, agreed on the greater damage. A lethal stab right at the heart. Never before was the wound so deep. A fellowship broken. The eternal end to a battle-hardened partnership forged through months. Leaving behind etched memories of past triumphs. The pain was tremendous. So was the euphoric feeling of a burden released and a long-anticipated liberated future.
One door is closed. Another door opens, leading to….